I don’t know how 10 weeks have passed already, but we are now fast approaching finals!
It is time to start thinking about our final projects. For Pcomp, I’ve been doing a lot of writing, a lot of sketching, a lot of brainstorming for the last two weeks. I decided that I want to work on my own for this project, not because I don’t like to work with a group, but because I think I want to do something more personal this time.
While I’ve been thinking about my project, I kept remembering Red’s “Play, play, play…” advice she gave us on the first day of Application’s class. What does she mean by play? Why does she want us to play? What does play mean to me? Why would I want to play with anything?
These recurring questions will not really be answered until probably when I leave ITP, but still, I always find myself trying to figure out what the essence of play is while I’m working on a new project. In fact, it’s so liberating that we are greatly encouraged here to do whatever inspires us; moves us; drives us. We are so fortunate to be in such an open environment where creativity and collaboration are the most emphasized notions and we are allowed to play along the way.
Having said all that, what I see in play for this semester is that we have room for making things that are more about exploring the very new tools we have been learning so far, and not so much about making things that can be packed and shipped as products. Do I make sense? Maybe that’s all what ITP is about anyway! Well, for me, I take the final projects this semester as an opportunity to create art. Not that I would give up on that in the future, but… Oh, I’m confusing myself!
Anyway.
If I stop and try to make a clearer picture of what I have in mind, I would say that I saw myself inclining towards choosing a subject matter that is personal to me. For that reason, one that is perhaps very risky to communicate. But we are encouraged to take risks; we are encouraged to play! So, instead of doing something gadget-like or something more of a product, I decided to work on a interactive sculpture or installation piece that plays with the idea of memory.
I am extremely interested in the notion of memory for a number of reasons; one important one being the fact that I have a very poor personal memory. I am the type of person who forgets events, dates, numbers, names, plots, stories; you name it, I’ll forget it! It is very sad that it is the case, but I never know what I can do about it other than revisiting my memories whenever possible or keeping a journal, which I have never been so consistent at… This blog will definitely be a collection of my creative memories and I will appreciate it greatly later on, I’m sure.
Where was I? Yes, memory! With this project, I want to explore my personal memory; as well as political, social, cultural, artistic and religious memories. But, how would that be interesting to other people? Would they want to interact with it, and if yes, how? How am I going to approach it? Am I going to recreate a memory, or should I focus on making memory tangible? Something that represents the memory, but not necessarily communicates it directly?
I have many questions. I’m going to start sketching and writing and see where I go from there.